<> Hi Im Loshi

Hi Im Loshi

Hey so im Loshi and this is my tumblr! so welcome! This is the only place you my comment on my life and hear my actual thoughts.. my rule here is BE HONEST!

Disclamer: I dont own any of the photos i post unless stated.

Ask me anything/Archive/RSS

Dear Sterling

Dear sterling,
The shouting the yelling and and the name calling is making you lose me… The anger and the pain is tearing bits and prices of me but you’ll never notice till i change for good… I cant take it anymore… You’re not the guy i thought you were… When i met you i thought you would treat me right worry about my tears… Worry about my fears but my fear has become us now… Im scared of how far your anger will drive you and what you’ll be capable of… i know that if something bad happens by your hands you wouldn’t be able to live with yourself… We don’t work together… We tear each other apart and i drive you crazy just like i do to my family…Im no good for you… You were happier without me… I don’t know how long this relationship will go on.. But don’t loose the memory of my true love for you… Im not leaving you now i don’t know when and if we will end…
So if i don’t wake up one day its because i finally had it im tired of making lives miserable for the people around me and making them go crazy…

Sincerely,
Your love

4 months ago / Reblog

A Caged Bird

he treats me like this and he goes “At least i dont smoke or drink or party like the other guys do” and says ” if you leave me youre not going to find a better guy”..
he even admits that when we first met that he treated me better and now he doesnt because he has me like is that right?
and every profile i have is a picture of me and him and makes sure its that way and i cant change it or else ” i dont love him”
I do so much for you i dont understand why i cant have a little freedom, i feel like a caged bird sometimes.
You say you love me so treat me that way, let me spread my wings a little,
I wont be looking for other guys you know it, i just want to learn to fly,
the sad thing is you know im the best you’ll ever have but you think its the other way, if thats true then you feed me,
ill sit in my cage and patiently wait for the day you set me free…
and if i dont come back its because of the way you treated me….
-Diloshi Kohona 
(yes i wrote this with tears) :/ 

5 months ago / Reblog

When he gets a hair cut and…

looks like a douch 

1 note / 5 months ago / Reblog

Goshers!

I havent been on tumblr for a while!! 

5 months ago / Reblog

0

Reblog

Donated today! The best part about donating ..besides saving lives is FREE COOKIES 😁👍 (Taken with Instagram at American River College)

545

Reblog

Love is the fusion of opposites in the understanding of feelings, thoughts, and attitudes. It is mutual tolerance, motivated by intense compatibility. True love has moved beyond the blindness of mere attraction. You have become enlightened, recognizing the strengths and weaknesses in the object of your love without being disillusioned or disappointed. True love is total adjustment to the other person, so that he or she becomes the most important person to you in the world. Love is motivation for communication, for it takes more energy to communicate than to copulate. Love is not possessive, for it has no need when two people are completely wrapped up in each other. Love is not diminished because attractiveness disappears with age, and even though flaws that were hidden by youth become manifest, the relationship only becomes sweeter like wine left to age in a cellar. Love is not bitter or jealous. It is not anger and strife. Love never intimidates, never produces fear. It does not nag or possess self-righteousness. It does not superimpose personal viewpoints. It cannot be confused or misdirected. It is not immature or petty. It is not a bitter pill to be swallowed. True love never fails. When our true love is absent, he or she leaves for us a beautiful fragrance of memories, imprinting on our minds an aroma far sweeter than anything else we can imagine. We are never tempted to wander, but to anticipate with bated breath our loved one’s return. The mutual trust of true love is stronger than tyranny, interrupted not by war, and exquisite pleasure in peace. Love scoffs at jealousy, cringes at pride, laughs at competition, never uses or abuses, and crushes the antics of the suave and sly deceiver. It is utter respect tinged with awe. It is admiration and deference. It is private, yet intimate. It is virtue dependent, yet produces phenomenal freedom. Love is beautiful and it is free. All in all, true love is a long conversation that always seems far too short.

40317

Reblog

45 THINGS A GIRL WANTS, BUT WON’T ASK FOR:1. Touch her waist.2. Actually talk to her.3. Share secrets with her.4. Give her your jacket.5. Kiss her slowly.Are you remembering this?6. Hug her.7. Hold her.8. Laugh with her.9. Invite her somewhere.10. Hangout with her and your friends together.KEEP READING ..11. Smile with her.12. Take pictures with her.13. Pull her onto your lap.14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.Are you thinking of someone?16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.17. Kiss her unexpectedly.18. Hug her from behind around the waist.19. Tell her she’s beautiful.20. Tell her the way you feel about her.One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.24. Make her feel loved.25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US26. Don’t lie to her.27. DON’T cheat on her.28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..36. When people diss her, stand up for her.37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHE’S LOVED.41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.43. Take her for long walks at night.44. Always remind her how much you love her.45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love .. ♥

(Source: chickenshit, via lovequotesrus)

173,361 notes / 7 months ago / Reblog

142379

Reblog

116549

Reblog

need.. sushii&#8230;..